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Post by ~EuroDancer Ichigo~ on Jul 9, 2006 3:43:30 GMT -5
What about me and Choas? Huh? Does that count? The torture we had to go through?! Do we have to put Donovan here??? or is he just all good? and we can...live happily ever after adn nver have to worry about it...
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Post by Chaos's Grave on Jul 10, 2006 11:43:32 GMT -5
you're both mods so don't worry about it I'll do it later!
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Post by ~EuroDancer Ichigo~ on Jul 27, 2006 16:39:48 GMT -5
ok ^^ are you still mad at me? look im real sorry and i quit the board...please i dont want to be hated by you. Without you everything seems so empty. Im isolating myself from everyone at home. I rarely go out. Please its so hard not to think about you and your hatred to me. I can feel it even though we are miles away. I was thinking about cutting but i stopped myself because i knew you would hate me more and i dont want that. I hate when you ignore me or dont talk to me at anytime because i feel unworthy of my life that i have been given. I feel like i dont deserve it when you are mad. I cried myself to sleep thinking about that. It really hurts so much...
Im sorry for moving away on you. But if Cindy was out of my life and my dad and mom were still together we would be together at this moment. If only fate hadn't split them up. Please I am truely sorry. But it is the past and sometimes we must let the past go because we can not change it. But if there was any possible way that i could i would make sure my dad and mom stayed together. Trust me. But I know you can't anymore because i betrayed you to many times. But if you can not find any reson not to like me anymore then....then you can be on your own as you like it. But you will never stop being my friend. Even if we are apart forever or more.
Im sorry for my behaviour. When I act like a jerk at school or on weekends or whatever towards you its because im afraid. I dont like to show my angry side. So i act happy and out of reality because reality is for people who lack imagination. And as i do it seems every step i take is fust another mistake to you. I act unconfident because i know i will fail and you will hate me for it. I fail school because i know i am not capable of living up to your standards. I know i will never make it to where you are today in school.
I am sorry that i am living. Why am i saying this? I say it because its true. If you really hate me i should not live anymore. It is not possible for me to convince you again to like me. Should I die? Who would care anyway? People would believe you when i am a loser and whatever harsh names you can so geniously come up with so i must not live. But until i get your consent I will not leave this life only what you say can you make me go away permantly or choose to live....the choice is yours Chels...
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Post by Grave's Chaos on Aug 1, 2006 15:47:11 GMT -5
Ok I know I shouldn't be interfearing but.... ANGEL TALK GOD DAMN IT!!!! I hate it when friends fight and hate being in the middle... and also Angel won't be on for another day or so cuz we just got back and Indy is comming to see us soon!
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Post by Chaos's Grave on Aug 8, 2006 11:52:20 GMT -5
Yah yah yah I'm back now leave me the fuck alone! god! sorry Chaos but you're beginning to annoy me with all you're butting in. Seth I forgive you and yes you have stabbed me in the back far to many times. Anyways I'll talk about it to you on msn I've got somthing to tell you *glares at Chaos*
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